Obviously, if tomorrow never comes....

"We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning
You don't ever notice me
Turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are"
Westlife - Obvious

no, i'm not talking about a guy
i'm talking about hmm well, can i call them best friends after this happened?

i am a type of person that couldn't have a lot of friends
but once i got them, i'll do anything to keep them beside me
is it never enough?
do good things for people won't make you get a good feedback too
being a good person is good but too good is bad
there are many people who give a damn to other even they have done good things for them

time..
for me, time is everything
it can explain many things
it can make people change
it can change people's mind within' seconds

friends..
lot of friends
but too hard to get a best friend
in life, when someone came into our life the other one will walkaway 
is it happen to best friends?
the answer is a big NO!
for me, best friends are also my family
as lilo and stitch said :
"Ohana means family. Family means nobody is left behind or forgotten"
therefore i always put my best friends on the third of my top list after my family and my boyfriend

is the love i gave them in the past gonna be enough to make them think that they're very important to me?
we don't even know
we'll see
even if it's when tomorrow never come

i'm sorry if i was wrong
this is my thought
what's yours?
explain it to me
i will not call you as best friends if you still done this a thousand times

talk..
it's a best way to make anything as clear as a crystal
no matter who's right or wrong
problem comes
but problem will also solved
there's no problem which is can't be solved
everything has it own way out

who said that silent is golden?
silent will make you treated like a jerk
once you got mad, they'll give a damn to you

but alone..
will make anything is possible
i can't explain it right now
but you'll see it later

sorry but thank you
what doesn't kill you will make you stronger
even stronger than anybody could imagine

try to look over your shoulder
there are waaaaaay more than one thing that we have done it together

well, you both know who you are right?
so i won't type your name here

once more,
SORRY
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