12-12-12

udah lama ga nulis nih, maaf kalo jadi kaku lagi yaah hihi
di post-post gua sebelumnya kebanyakan tentang kegalauan orang setelah putus ya haha
sekarang gua ga akan galau lagi deh janji
gua punya kabar baik.....
GUA BALIKAN SAMA JODIE :)
seneng?
BANGEEET!
dan di tanggal 12 Desember 2012 kemarin kita baru aja ngelewatin monthsary kita yang ke 45....
dari kejadian ini kita sama-sama belajar kalo kita tuh gabisa ngejalanin hari kayak biasanya tanpa adanya satu sama lain.
heran juga sih sebenernya juga waktu putus ya kita biasa aja ngelewatinnya
berusaha ngejalanin sendirian
tapi lama-lama kita sadar kalo kita saling butuh
kita pengen ngerasain rasanya main sama temen-temen tanpa ada yang nanya-nanyain
tapi justru pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang muncul itu malah kadang bikin kita kangen dan ngerasa keilangan
ga ada yang merhatiin
ga ada yang nanya-nanyain
ga ada yang ngontrol
we both had a distraction of course
but he/she will never be able to replace me/him
i tried, but hopefully i can't
he either
the truth is, we all need time for refreshing with our friends
but it doesn't mean that we also have to avoid our loved ones
if they're always there for you, why can't you do the same?
life is about trust
it's not that easy to build a trust on someone
we've been through this for almost 4 years
maybe there's anyone else who can catch my eyes
but only you who can catch my heart
even if i'm falling from the highest skyscraper
and its because....

YOU
AND ME
WILL BE
TOGETHER
FOREVER :)