do you?

is it a bad idea?

no, ofcourse not.

a different way than what you did to me before.

i'm really disappointed in you.
like you'll never talk to me again.
and if it happens, then i'll forget anything about you.
or i just did?
no, i'm not gonna forget you.
well, not now maybe.
it depends on how you treat me after this situation.
actually, i don't believe in you.
for now.
but i'm trying to.
honestly, it's harder than i thought.
because you make me change my mind when you act differently.
i believed in you because i know that you'll never do anything to me like this.
but, yea, we all know that you just did it, man.
my lovely-big-cuddly-bear turns into a scary-big-man.
that is not what i want.
i want my bear back to the way you were.
not like this.
not a very mean person.
i feel like i don't even know who you are.
i really am sorry.
if i did something that hurt you.
if you could tell me what happened, maybe i can understand.
but unfortunately you couldn't, i guess.
i can't force you to do what i want.
i just want you to look back and remember what we just had when we were together.
it's definitely not an easy track to catch our third year.
and now i still wanna ask you something.
do you still love me?


it's only for you and you have to know who you are :)