Ignored

have you been feeling like ignored with your own closest friends?
well, i'm feeling it now.
it's like you're here, present, but your mind is going everywhere.
you don't know what they're talking about.
they're laughing.
they're looking at me while they're laughing.
but "Hey! I don't even know what y'all laughing at!"
okay that's enough for one day.
i hope that they'll understand.