Three Years, Two Different People, And One Thing Called Love

Three years ago, i met a boy that caught my heart.

And now on, he's my boyfriend.

I always hope that he is my future husband.

Not just the happiness that we've been through, but also the sadness.

A hundred of emotions, a thousand of problems, and a million time we fight.

Different opinions, different thoughts, and different personality.

We are two different people trying to be the best for each other.

But trust me,

IT'S NOT THAT EASY.

Felt awkward when his hand held mine.

When he grabbed my hand and kissed it with love.

When he held it like he won't let anything happen to me.

But the important thing that we always remember is when he said to me that he loves me and asked me if i wanted to be his girlfriend.

In front of my house,

In front of his brother and his friend,

I said YES.

Fighting?

Don't ask!

We've all been there.

A relationship is not an easy decision to make.

Not just accepting other people with his/her good attitude,

but also his/her bad attitude.

Sometimes, our ego leads everything.

We all wanna win.

We all do.

But win is not the only solution to make everything back to the way they were or even the way they'll be better.

Every problem has their own solution.

A solution where we have to be quiet and listen to other's opinion.

Or a solution where we have to say sorry to that other person.

Or our boyfriend/girlfriend for that matter.

Do not ever say break up when you're not ready to lose him/her.

Because here,

deep inside your heart,

there will be a little voice that you have to listen to it.

It will be able to be heard when you're calm, control your emotion, lay on the bed, and take a deep breath.

And when you're ready to hear it,

you will be hearing a simple word that means everything to help you make your decision.

A simple word that you find it hard to believe.

Hard to make it perfect.

Hard to make it last longer even forever.

LOVE.

Try your best to hold your loved one in your hand forever.

Don't give up.

Don't feel tired.

Because there will always be a way to make him/her yours forever.

When you want it the most,
There's no easy way out.
When you're ready to go,
And your heart's left in doubt.

Don't give up on your faith.
Love comes to those who believe it,

And that's the way it is.

- Celine Dion (That's The Way It Is)

For my cuddly bear,

My mood booster,

My one and only,

JODIE ADIGUNA