Thursday, March 29, 2012

The Most Influence Person In The World

In life,
I will never be like this if it's not because of my one and only parents!
Starts with my Dad.
My Dad is a very quiet person.
He's not a kinda guy who likes to hangout in the mall for too long.
He just go to the mall when he needs to buy something important.
OR
Just to take me there to grant my wishes.
He's very kind, gentle man, and he's really good at joking.
He has a high sense of humor.
But he's a very emotional person.
Especially when he's driving.
But he still and always be my Dad forever and ever!
And now is the most influence person for me in this world.
My Mom.
She's a stubborn lady trying her best to raise me up without that stubborn thing.
A real Mom who always listens to everything from me.
My story.
When my heart is broken.
When i have a problem at school.
She's always listening.
She's always understanding.
I need them like i need an oxygen to breathe.
I want them like a child screams for ice cream.
I love them more than anything in this world.


I love you, Mom and Dad.

These Are My Combo Five!

Two years ago, there were only three of us.
Lola.
Risna.
And Me.
We met in that university orientation.
Their group was really next to mine.
I was sitting next to Risna.
When she laughed, I laughed.
There are many things that we have in common.
Remember when we first met huh?
Felt awkward when you two spoke to me with "Aku" and "Kamu".
"I was different", i think.
But fortunately, there's something that we all have in common.
We all like Sponge Bob.
We all like to share something.
Risna,
She's a very cute little princess.
Childish but have a lot of experience.
Chubby cheek.
A one pack body like a ball.
And also that hair.
Lola,
She's kinda moody person.
When you ask,
"what do she likes to do?"
We all gonna say,
"SLEEPING!!!
DEFINITELY!!!
NO DOUBT!!!"
LOL!
Yeah, it's her.

Half year later, we all met Arini (or usually called Arin), Afa, and Mega.
Too much to tell you guys how much i love these girls!
Arin,
She's a very sensitive girl.
Easily cry.
But she's a kind person.
Afa,
First impression about this girl?
Her eye-contact was kinda mean to me.
She was not gonna be my best friend.
But look at us now, girl!
We'll never be separated!
Well, only if because of our different major study :P
Mega,
She's not a girl that talk too much.
But i know deep inside her heart there's something that she wants to share with both of us.

Four years.
Yeah.
Four.
We only got four years to finish our study.

Honestly,
These 5 girls are really matter to me.
They are my best friends.
They are my diamonds.
And i will never let my best friend go away.
Even if this four years is only two years left.
I will hold 'em forever.

For my beloved best friends,
Risna.
Lola.
Arin.
Afa.
Mega.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH :)

BBM Naik Lagi!

BBM naik!
Engga terima!
Ayo demo!
Engga, harusnya bukan itu yang diucapkan oleh mahasiswa berpendidikan tinggi seperti kita.
Kenaikan BBM ga jadi masalah harusnya.
Kalian punya mobil/motor?
Berapa uang yang kalian keluarkan buat beli mobil/motor tersebut?
Puluhan bahkan sampai ratusan juta kalian beli.
Kalau kalian sudah beli mobil/motor, harusnya kalian juga sudah mempertimbangkan side-effect yang akan mengenai dompet kalian.
BBM, service, asuransi, dan pengeluaran tak terduga seperti misalnya terjadi kecelakaan.
Kalian sebelumnya pasti sudah tau kalau mobil/motor membutuhkan bensin untuk beroperasi.
Tapi kenapa ngomel pas dibilang BBM naik?
Memang pemerintah sudah tidak adil memperlakukan kita seperti ini.
Pajak yang kita bayar malah dipakai untuk hal yang tidak wajar dan bukan seharusnya digunakan untuk hal tersebut.
Memang, pajak harusnya dibayar oleh rakyat dan digunakan pula oleh rakyat.
Tapi lihat contohnya transjakarta.
Halte-haltenya sudah bikin para wanita takut akan terjadi pelecehan seksual.
Bahkan juga di dalam busnya.
Kereta api yang harusnya digunakan dengan bijaksana malah ada rakyat norak yang naik ke atas kereta demi sampai ke tujuan tanpa membayar.
Pemasangan bola beton di tiang-tiang kereta api sangat saya dukung.
Dengan demikian harusnya mereka yang biasa naik-naik ke atas kereta akan sadar bahwa keselamatan mereka juga terancam jika terus naik kereta dengan cara seperti itu.
Kembali lagi ke BBM.
Simple.
Kalian yang merokok butuh uang berapa untuk beli sebungkus rokok?
10.000?
12.000?
14.000?
Berapa kali seminggu anda beli rokok tersebut untuk memenuhi keinginan kalian hanya untuk membakar barang yang tidak ada baiknya untuk tubuh itu?
Tetapi BBM sangat berpengaruh terhadap kebutuhan hidup kita.
Bagi kalian yang menggunakan kendaraan umum maupun kendaraan pribadi.
Inilah masa menurunnya keuangan negara kita.
Hutang-piutang yang menggunung.
Mungkin dengan cara ini pemerintah menutupi kerugiannya.
Kondisi ekonomi rumah tangga tidak bisa ditebak.
Sama halnya seperti kondisi ekonomi negara.
Jika kita cinta negara kita sendiri, jangan rusak pandangan negeri seberang tentang negara kita hanya karena ulah kita yang kekanak-kanakkan.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Three Years, Two Different People, And One Thing Called Love

Three years ago, i met a boy that caught my heart.
And now on, he's my boyfriend.
I always hope that he is my future husband.
Not just the happiness that we've been through, but also the sadness.
A hundred of emotions, a thousand of problems, and a million time we fight.
Different opinions, different thoughts, and different personality.
We are two different people trying to be the best for each other.
But trust me,
IT'S NOT THAT EASY.
Felt awkward when his hand held mine.
When he grabbed my hand and kissed it with love.
When he held it like he won't let anything happen to me.
But the important thing that we always remember is when he said to me that he loves me and asked me if i wanted to be his girlfriend.
In front of my house,
In front of his brother and his friend,
I said YES.
Fighting?
Don't ask!
We've all been there.
A relationship is not an easy decision to make.
Not just accepting other people with his/her good attitude,
but also his/her bad attitude.
Sometimes, our ego leads everything.
We all wanna win.
We all do.
But win is not the only solution to make everything back to the way they were or even the way they'll be better.
Every problem has their own solution.
A solution where we have to be quiet and listen to other's opinion.
Or a solution where we have to say sorry to that other person.
Or our boyfriend/girlfriend for that matter.
Do not ever say break up when you're not ready to lose him/her.
Because here,
deep inside your heart,
there will be a little voice that you have to listen to it.
It will be able to be heard when you're calm, control your emotion, lay on the bed, and take a deep breath.
And when you're ready to hear it,
you will be hearing a simple word that means everything to help you make your decision.
A simple word that you find it hard to believe.
Hard to make it perfect.
Hard to make it last longer even forever.
LOVE.
Try your best to hold your loved one in your hand forever.
Don't give up.
Don't feel tired.
Because there will always be a way to make him/her yours forever.

When you want it the most,
There's no easy way out.
When you're ready to go,
And your heart's left in doubt.
Don't give up on your faith.
Love comes to those who believe it,
And that's the way it is.
- Celine Dion (That's The Way It Is)

For my cuddly bear,
My mood booster,
My one and only,
JODIE ADIGUNA

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Pretty and Unpretty At The Same Time

they said that i'm a sweet girl.
my face actually.
i smiled.
         i giggled.
                   i laughed.
but do you realize there are so many problems that ruining me everyday?
i have friends. lots of friends.
but just a few BEST FRIENDS.
for me, best friends are like my wallet.
i keep them safe.
i always want them here beside me.
another buts, i don't want any other people take them away from me.
i really care about them.
i wanna know that they're safe wherever they are.
but if they have another friends or best friends, i'm not sure that they will care about me also.
when i saw my best friends hangout with their other friends, i get jealous.
i'm afraid that they will never care about me anymore.
i'm afraid that they will forget about me.
my birthday.
my stories.
my expectations.
that i've shared with them.
but that is life.
i try to believe that there will be someone who always care about me and that is my future husband.
not just that 'someone', i still have my family who care about me.
i love my family at first.
i love my best friends.
i love my boyfriend.
i'll do my best to make them feel happy and lucky to have me.
but i just an ordinary girl that wants her life to be like a fairy tale.
we all know that fairy tale doesn't exist, but we could make our life as our own fairy tale.
always remember your good times and how you get it.
there's no time to regret everything that you did.
just take your mistakes as a lesson but don't EVER do it again.